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nothing tastes as good as being thin feels
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just water, thanks
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because skinny jeans aren't meant for fat people.
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"oh, you're not fat."
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peace. love. skinny.
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one day you'll be jealous of me
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i have nothing to lose but weight ♥
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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Do you ever hate yourself so much that you just want to rip your hair out and scratch out your eyes. Then just take a knife and carve away all imperfections?

I feel like that everyday.

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

All quotes found at http://quotesfersure6.xanga.com/

 

The tears slowly begin to fill her eyes, as she collapses to her knees && silently cries. She only knows the pain she feels. There is nothing to say. If you look at her closely she reveals, that her heart has begun to decay;; Her inner demon appears on her shoulder, makes her feel just that much colder. For angel didn't bother to show;; Left her to fight this battle on her own. She screams at her demon to go. Once again she is left utterly alone, unaided && afraid she screams into the night. I'm done with fighting this awful fight.

She straightens her hair. Applies her make-up. Smooths out her clothes. And takes one last look at the mirror. Just to see what a failure she is.

People are not afraid of saying "I love you." They're afraid of hearing the response.

So I checked her myspace profile just to see;; If she's prettier than me. And I found out it was true. Her hair was gold, her eyes were blue. And suddenly I knew why you picked her over me. Because nobody really cares about personality.

He and I had something beautiful, but so dysfunctional, it couldn’t last. I loved him so, but I let him go, cause I knew he’d never love me back.

And he would never understand her. And she would never trust him. Two kids with a common interest. They loved each other, but they were just so scared.

It used to be so comfortable between us. We made each other laugh and you knew how to make me smile. So we might have played around with the boundaries between friendship and something more. But it didn't mean anything.

You're between my thighs, your eyes scream lies. I'm worth so much more, but your taste is so addictive.

I watched your clothes hit the floor, I could never say no.

When we're alone you adore me. When we're both dressed you ignore me.

I bet you love me now. Now that you've had your drinks.

I don't think you're a slut. I've known you for five years and you don't sleep with a lot of guys, you just keep sleeping with this one. Half the time you wanna stab him with a steak knife, the other half you can't keep your hands off him. For you, that's true love.

Oh, she's a mess. Consisting of lingerie and blushed cheeks. A disaster on stilettos. But oh, there's glamor running through her bones.

I'm gonna make you bite that pillow. I'm gonna make you grip those sheets. I'm gonna make your body quiver. I'm gonna make you feel fucking complete.

It's funny how people change when they have alcohol in their veins. You see who they really are. You know deep down inside there's nothing hiding behind their eyes. It's just them without any lies.

And I don't understand by the way you look at me, why we can't be together.

Smile for the camera. You look so pretty pretending nothing's wrong.

She's a gambler. Spinning wheels, a poison victim but look of steel. The coldest heart you've ever felt, the coldest hands you've ever held.

& he whispers why are you so cute?
as my jeans come undone.

We did it with the worst intentions
face in the door, clothes on the floor.

And I cannot stop thinking about you. I cannot stop wondering if you’re constantly thinking about me. Don't close your eyes dear, I'm still staring. I won't lie dear, I'm still breathing. Even though your beauty is breathtaking.

When the stress burns my brain just like acid raindrops,
Mary Jane is the only thing that makes the pain stop.

You bite your lip;
you keep pretending that you're made of stone.
You never let it show,
but darling, everybody knows.

Hello Mister Kiss & Tell.
What do you expect of me now?
The easy little slut who fucked you twice.
What blunders of mine do you think we'll repeat?

 

 


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I'm leaving you this message
to let you know that nothing has changed
you're still a disappointment.

And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down.

I made the mistake of looking at him.
God, he was gorgeous.
Even more so when I couldn't have him.
Couldn't touch him. Couldn't kiss him.
He was supposed to be dead to me.
How could he be so beautiful?

- Inner Circle by Kate Brian

 


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Friday, December 21, 2007

(((didnt write any of the quotes,tell me if they are yours)))

She was sad but refused to cry,
she wont open up,
she wont let anyone inside.

You are moving through the crowd trying to find yourself,
Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf.
Will someone take you down?
And you ask yourself; who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key
and invent a whole new me?
Gotta tell yourself no one.
Don't wanna be no one
but me...

It feels so good to be numb,
I hate what i have become.

Sometimes we take chances,
sometimes we take pills.

And you're afraid to show a smile cause you don't want people to overlook the hurt you have in your heart. You are so scared that they will start to believe that the pain you feel isn't real. This is why I am scared to laugh.

I programmed your name into
my phone knowing that you'd never call,
but just in case you do, I want to know it's you.

^^ its sadly still there

In class we were laughing so hard;
everyone was quiet; except for you & I.
They all stared, asking themselves why
we are falling for each other again.
Well, maybe they're just jealous because
we have what they want
& we're not about to give it up.

No matter what song
I'm listening to the lyrics
always seem to remind me
of you.

And April showers bring May flowers
And I hope that June brings you
So you can break my heart by mid-July
And I'm looking forward to October
When I know you'll let me down all over
It's all you ever do

im frozen in one place, staring at the screen
listening to the rain falling on the street
some days go on too long
cause no, no one can hang out tonight

Paint me something he said.
She painted a house.
Now, paint me something living he said.
She painted a flower.
Now, he said, paint me your feelings.
She began to paint the sun.
No, he said paint me a picture,
of how you truly feel.
And she dipped her brush in black.

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted.

Mirror, Mirror,
What do you see?
Who's that monster looking at me?
What's that thing you're showing me?
"I am your worst nightmare,
I am your biggest enemy.
I am you
."

then she jumped
and her fragile bones were broken,
but don't worry.
she's been dead for a long time now.

All i want is one person
one person to hold me down
and force me to say how i feel
one person to really care about what i have to say
one person to hug me and tell me everything will be ok

Mommy's little girl, well she's grown up quite a bit.
She went from the barney show to the mosh pit.
She went from fake tatoos to cuts on her wrists
She's running away instead of throwing fits.
Her fingernails are no longer pink, but black
She'll leave one day, and she won't come back.

someone asked me if i knew you.
a million things flashed through my mind
but i turned around, and said "not anymore"

Just once, I want someone to look at me &
right away and think I was beautiful. Not after
they get to know me, or after they see inside
my soul. Just me. I want to walk
in a room and light up. Not blend.

There's something is your smile that makes
me think that maybe you weren't ready
to let me go either

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