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because nobody likes a fat girl
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i want to be the best little girl in the world
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nothing tastes as good as being thin feels
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just water, thanks
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because skinny jeans aren't meant for fat people.
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"oh, you're not fat."
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peace. love. skinny.
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one day you'll be jealous of me
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i have nothing to lose but weight ♥
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I'm leaving you this message
to let you know that nothing has changed
you're still a disappointment.

And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down.

I made the mistake of looking at him.
God, he was gorgeous.
Even more so when I couldn't have him.
Couldn't touch him. Couldn't kiss him.
He was supposed to be dead to me.
How could he be so beautiful?

- Inner Circle by Kate Brian

 


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Friday, December 21, 2007

(((didnt write any of the quotes,tell me if they are yours)))

She was sad but refused to cry,
she wont open up,
she wont let anyone inside.

You are moving through the crowd trying to find yourself,
Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf.
Will someone take you down?
And you ask yourself; who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key
and invent a whole new me?
Gotta tell yourself no one.
Don't wanna be no one
but me...

It feels so good to be numb,
I hate what i have become.

Sometimes we take chances,
sometimes we take pills.

And you're afraid to show a smile cause you don't want people to overlook the hurt you have in your heart. You are so scared that they will start to believe that the pain you feel isn't real. This is why I am scared to laugh.

I programmed your name into
my phone knowing that you'd never call,
but just in case you do, I want to know it's you.

^^ its sadly still there

In class we were laughing so hard;
everyone was quiet; except for you & I.
They all stared, asking themselves why
we are falling for each other again.
Well, maybe they're just jealous because
we have what they want
& we're not about to give it up.

No matter what song
I'm listening to the lyrics
always seem to remind me
of you.

And April showers bring May flowers
And I hope that June brings you
So you can break my heart by mid-July
And I'm looking forward to October
When I know you'll let me down all over
It's all you ever do

im frozen in one place, staring at the screen
listening to the rain falling on the street
some days go on too long
cause no, no one can hang out tonight

Paint me something he said.
She painted a house.
Now, paint me something living he said.
She painted a flower.
Now, he said, paint me your feelings.
She began to paint the sun.
No, he said paint me a picture,
of how you truly feel.
And she dipped her brush in black.

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted.

Mirror, Mirror,
What do you see?
Who's that monster looking at me?
What's that thing you're showing me?
"I am your worst nightmare,
I am your biggest enemy.
I am you
."

then she jumped
and her fragile bones were broken,
but don't worry.
she's been dead for a long time now.

All i want is one person
one person to hold me down
and force me to say how i feel
one person to really care about what i have to say
one person to hug me and tell me everything will be ok

Mommy's little girl, well she's grown up quite a bit.
She went from the barney show to the mosh pit.
She went from fake tatoos to cuts on her wrists
She's running away instead of throwing fits.
Her fingernails are no longer pink, but black
She'll leave one day, and she won't come back.

someone asked me if i knew you.
a million things flashed through my mind
but i turned around, and said "not anymore"

Just once, I want someone to look at me &
right away and think I was beautiful. Not after
they get to know me, or after they see inside
my soul. Just me. I want to walk
in a room and light up. Not blend.

There's something is your smile that makes
me think that maybe you weren't ready
to let me go either

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

What's the point in trying
When you know that you'll be broken.
What's the point in living.
When so many things are left unspoken.

Ive changed.
Hard to imagine isnt it?
I was such a naive girl when you knew me.
I thought that happiness was always so easily obtained.
Im different now.
I dont cry.
I dont smile.
I changed my hair too.
Do you like it? I do.
And maybe it hurts being this numb.
But then again you dont feel anything.
Nothing at all.
Except at night sometimes, when I begin to realize that Im completely alone.
Im completely alone.

No matter how much time goes by,
you'll never forget the first time he looked at you
& you fell in love with that boy's eyes.

I walk into a room, and if you're there,
I can't help it, I just stare.
You made such an impact, had such a way,
Even when you started to drift away.

Cold as winter,
strong as stone;
She faced the darkness all alone.
A silver goddess; a reflection.
A mirage; a recollection.
No return, no turning back.
The past is gone,the future, black.
Serpents gather in their nests
And she stands above the rest.
Shadows hunt; she hunts the shadow.
The moon is risen; she stands below.
She views the world through the eyes of others.
Black and white,there are no colors,
As she looks down upon a shattered youth.
A shattered mirror shows a shattered truth.

--in the book Shattered Mirror by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes

maybe this world
is another planet's hell

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